if i ever get a boyfriend i am honestly going to be terrified to be myself. be stupid be silly be me because i am afraid of him judging me. maybe this is why i’m such a bitch, because i’ve been broken down and used so many times. i just don’t want to get hurt again, i built up a wall that will take forever to be torn down. i’m just simply terrified to make a mistake and be judged. =/ i just want to be loved for me, my stupid old retarded self, i want to let a guy into my life because he loves me for the actual me not the cover-up. one who will share a laugh or laugh at my stupidity but find it cute and not point out and mock me. i honestly don’t think there is a guy out there who is like this, thats why i have a wall built around my heart.
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